Her name is Xu Feiyang, which means flying in the sky. At this moment, her wings have been shot with arrows, so she can soar into the sky again and stay in the grass and mud.

She gave me my wine back. I touched a bottle. Cheers.
I watched her finish the wine.
She smiled warmly, took the notes around her, put them on her knees, picked up the silver key and took notes. Every little girl is pure and infatuated, and every little girl will change. Remember that year, Qiantang River? During the summer vacation, it was just you and me. After the flash, I asked you if you loved me. You confirmed it. Later, when you were about to enter me, I asked you the same question. What was your answer, Fish?
There was silence in the wide church, and only light and shadow were changing the disordered melody.
She looked at me calmly. Do you remember what your answer was?
I have a hard time saying that only one person loves you for pilgrimage and you are getting old and haggard after the storm.
She smiled slowly, and her voice was trying to close two rusty doors, but eventually they closed.
The next day, you left me in Korea and went back alone. If I remember correctly, you carried our luggage. You carried my ID department. When you left me a door, I knelt on the windowsill and begged you not to go.
My chest was stuffy, and it took me a lot of effort to open my mouth. I didn’t find your certificate until I returned home. After that, our door never carried my luggage, never carried it anywhere.
I am holding my chest and breathing hard for me and you.
She smiled. You told me to die, but I couldn’t jump off a building and ask me to go to the Han River. I walked into the Han River step by step, washed into the waves by the big water, surrounded by waves and sank into the river, so that I could reach the sea.
She sighed, and her voice sounded very uncomfortable. I really went. I went to the Han River the night you left. It was September, and the Han River was already very cold. It was so cold that I couldn’t bear to bite my teeth and the water flooded my chest. I was very scared, Xiaoyu. Don’t you know that I was a one-track-minded girl at that time and I really did what you said?
She put two unlocking notes on my leg. Remember them? I have kept a diary since junior high school. When I was in China, you always wanted to read my diary. I never agreed to go to Seoul, and I showed it to you at the Dong Catholic Church.
She put her hand on my head and gently combed my hair, staring at me calmly. When I was in the Cave Catholic Church, I was resting on your leg and listening to you read me a diary. At that moment, I looked at a stained glass window and felt so close to heaven.
At this time, I found that her eyes had completely changed compared with a few years ago. After the same agate was broken into several beads, it was still agate, but there were more deep cracks in the coagulation process.
She took my hand and pulled me behind the organ. Sit down. We can have a bottle of wine.
As soon as my body condenses,
This sentence was the first thing I said to her when I met her.
In my junior year, I tried to continue that absurd life and was determined to find a good girl to end everything and a pure and kind woman who was in line with China’s unification to end my decadent life.
When I dragged my tired body back to school, I hurried to the mountain factory. The school arranged for us to stay in a small room. It was very hot. The students piled desks in the corner of the classroom and spread the mat on the floor. They slept in the mat at night.
One night, it was so hot that I took two bottles of beer to the music classroom, sat and flipped up the organ cover and played some songs at will. Chopin and Schubert maybe it was the organ, but in the end, I played Liszt’s dead dance over and over again.
At ten o’clock, I picked up the bottle and poured it into my heart. I turned around and saw a girl standing at the door of the music classroom.
A girl who looks like a lily has her hair wet over her shoulders. She just took a shower and looked at me at the door. Maybe she was attracted by my music and I don’t know how long she was there.
Fluorescent lamps in the classroom are old and the lights are weak. There is a mosquito killer hanging on the wall at the door. Whenever a flying insect approaches, it will pop and explode. Purple light rises from the lampshade to make her face look mysterious.
Her face just appeared in my eyes.
The two men stared at each other for a long time, and she said, my name is Xu Feiyang, and I’m from Guomao Class. I really don’t know what we are doing here in Guomao.
Sit down. We can have a bottle of wine. I picked it up and put it in the organ and waved it at her.
She gathered up her wet hair and slowly came over. You are in the ancient Chinese class. I don’t understand why your ancient Chinese went into the ravine. Although your skills are poor, you play very well. Frankly speaking, the melancholy charm Victor should be like you. I am very Victor.
I, she touched the bottle and said, I know your name and you are in the international trade class.
She took a sip and said softly, How did you know I was in the International Trade Class?
I asked her how you knew I was in an ancient Chinese class.
She chuckled and walked into the mountain road. Aren’t our two classes in the same car? Your class is in the front row and we are in the back row. The girls in our class pointed out the other person to me and said that you are two angry youths and two beat generations in the ancient Chinese class. I was deeply impressed because of you. He is so dirty. White slacks are painted and I am a farmer.
She blushed when she said the last sentence.
I stared at her and said nothing.
She lowered her eyes and drank a mouthful of wine and told me how you knew I was in the international trade class.
She sits next to the organ, and the chair is on my right.
I simply said that I also listened to my colleague. Last night, I heard them say that they wanted to steal you and be a masked warrior. They said that if you could get married, they would rather live ten years less. Finally, several people agreed that you were a fairy who didn’t bathe, eat or urinate much.
Stop it, disgusting. She suddenly looked up at me. Other students in your class are very thorough and won’t discuss such nasty things. I, you are a slutty appearance, but my thoughts are so despicable.
I stared at her eyes and said calmly that they mentioned that your name was Xu Feiyang, and I remembered it after hearing it several times.
When she got up and turned pale with anger, she turned to leave
Hey, I stopped her and waved the bottle at her. Have a seat. We can have a bottle of wine.